One day ur life will flash before ur eyes. Make sure its worth watching.

Ada seorang lagi kawan yg meninggal psl eksiden. I just can't believe it and it was too shocking! Her name was Nining. Aku inda plg rapat sama ia but pernah bckp2 sama ia cematu saja. Mcm ndaku pecaya benda atu terjadi. I heard ia drive motosikal masa atu just wana test her ability coz ia baru pass her motor-driving license. Then, ia eksiden sendiri. Nda tau cemana bule and ada benda tajam tecucuk arah her stomach n isi perutnya teburai. Gosh, I can't imagine that!!

Betapa singkatnya masa tani di dunia ani. Huhuhu.. Ada urg yg sihat hari ani, isuknya nadath ia sudah. Mcm sng saja nyawa tane atu dicabut bila2 masa. Unbelievable.. =S

Can't take my ears off this song..

Hehe.. Maksudnya aku 'terpikat' arah sebuah lagu. Lagu dari Dadali - Katakan cinta. Love this song very2 much. I hear it like thousands time. Indaku tau kenapa aku suka mendangar lagu ani. Asalku dgr lagu ani, terasa something la..


Aku paling suka dgr part Chorusny:

Menatap matamu~ Sungguh aku layu~
Memandang senyummu~ Benar ku tak mampu~
Ku mohon kepadamu~ Genggam tanganku~
Dan bisikkan kata2 cinta untukku~
Bila engkau 'I love you'~~~

Ani tengah mendangar lagu ani la ni.. Hehehe~~

Peace yo!

E.N.T.A.H

Hi~ Its been a while.. Bruth terasa kn meng-update blog. Mlm ani aku rasa boring, bru bagas btext sama Ejo tadi. Ani buat kraja ia, mls juaku kn ngacau.

Now, aku kn cetakn sal my work life. Kehidupanku di tempat kaja. Aku start kaja msa bln 4. To be exact, masa 12th Apr 2011. So kira sendiri ah kalau kn tau brapa bln dh ku kaja. Unfortunately, my probation period is being extended. Boie~~ Mula2 ku kaja, ada trasa ckit malu2 and still mcm alien ku rasa cz everybody seems mcm pulaukn aku especially di kalangan receptionist. Ya Rabbi~~ Ada sstghnya yg kurg frenly la, nda mau mnagur aku.. Ish3~ Msatu rasa bnr2 mcm alien.

Msatu urg yg ku rasa baik arah aku cuma c Farah. Mula2 ku kaja, ku kana antar ke bahagian Ward. Tempat yg memaningkn receptionistnya. Drg greet aku cemani "Slamat dtg ke kampung pening lalat!".. Msatu ndaku fhm kenapa drg ckp catu arahku. Skali rupanya pyh menghandle di sana atu. Aku banyak jua la buat silap masa di sana. Sampai bos basar blik2 panggil aku utk jumpa ia. Malar ku dimarahi lehnya.. Damn! Last2, aku kana suruh kaja arah Stroke centre. So sampai msane aku kaja di bahagian Stroke. Di sana sng sdikit la dripada d ward dulu. Tapi ada benda bru lagi yg ku mesti blajar masa ku di Stroke centre ani. Aku mesti rajin mengaga doktor2 utk tanya itu ini if ada bkaitan sama pesakit2. Selain drp atu, aku mesti update statistic apa, mrequest file dari bhg Medical Record, mregister nama pesakit kalau drg first time kana tahan di sana. Byk jua la benda bru yg ku belajar di sana.

Lama2 ku kaja atu, bruth ku biasa dgn kn smua receptionist di sana. Selain receptionist, aku biasa jua sdh with doktor2, nurse2, porter2, cleaner2, food aid2, hospital aid2 n mcm2 g la.. Nda la smua ku biasa.. Kn smua dh ku tau p nda smua berabis. Fhm maksudku? Mun nda fhm, sudah.. Hmm~ apa g ah..? Tu ja kale..

Good night~~

Life as a worker

Baru ku sadar yg keraja ani bkn sanang. Entah ah, bila keraja ni, semua kn dipikirkn. Mcm strez wh ulehnya. Aku ingin idup bebas mcm dulu lagi. Huhuhu~ =( Suasana kraja ni lain wh.. Mostly yg dipikirkn is menjaga ati urg sekeliling. Nda dpt slh sikit, sudah tia jadi pekara basar. Akupun heran. Alum g temasuk dengan urg2 yg jenisnya sombong atu. Palat bnr.. Akupun heran kenapa ada jenis urgnya cematu. Apath pedahnya tu..? Apath yg durg dpt tu sombong ah? Amas? Mun dpt amas wh, akupn mau tu jadi sombong. Wahahah.. Bodoh betul..

Ndath ku kira, ku luahkn sini ja. Siapa yg tebaca krg, syukur.. At least, sadar2 diri atu! Awal ku gtau, tempat keraja, aku low-profile. Smua ku turuti.. Urg jahati, aku sbr. Go with the flow. Luar keraja krg ku antam. Tempat kraja, memang aku budak baru. Luar tempat kaja, smua sama. Ingat2 ja.. Aku menagur pun nda alang2 ni mun luar kraja.. Sama taraf x ah, peduli apa ku. Tempat kraja, aku murah senyuman. Aku akun memang aku frenly urgnya. Tapi skali ja urg cari pasal dgn aku, di luar krg ku meng'antam'..

The pencil and the eraser..

Pencil: You know i'm really sorry

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything

Pencil: I'm sorry 'cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever i make a mistake you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller every time

Eraser: That's true but i don't really mind. You see, i was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one of these days i know i'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, i'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad..=)

='( I was touched by this..

10th Grade:-
       As I sat there in English class,
       I stared at the girl next to me.
       She was my so called 'best friend'.
       I stared at her long, silky hair,
       and wished she was mine.
       But she didn't notice me like that,
       and I knew it.
       After class,
       she walked up to me and asked me for
       the notes she had missed the day before.
       I handed them to her.She said 'thanks'
       and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
       I want to tell her, I want her to know
       that I don't want to be just friends,
       I love her but I'm just too shy,
       and I don't know why.
11th grade:-
        The phone rang. On the other end,
        it was her. She was in tears,
        mumbling on and on about how
        her love had broke her heart.
        She asked me to come over
        because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.
        As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
        soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
        After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
        and three bags of chips,
        she decided to go home.
        She looked at me, said 'thanks'
        and gave me a kiss
        on the cheek..I want to tell her,
        I want her to know that
        I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
Senior year:-
        One fine day she walked to my locker.
        "My date is sick" she said,
        "hes not gonna go" well,
        I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
        we made a promise that
        if neither of us had dates,
        we would go together just as 'best friends'.
        So we did.
        That night, after everything was over,
        I was standing at her front door step.
        I stared at her as She smiled at me
        and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
        Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!"
        and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
        I want to tell her,
        I want her to know
        that I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
Graduation:-
        A day passed, then a week, then a month.
        Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
        I watched as her perfect body
        floated like an angel
        up on stage to get her diploma.
        I wanted her to be mine-but
        she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
        Before everyone went home,
        she came to me in her smock and hat,
        and cried as I hugged her.
        Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
        and said- 'you're my best friend,
        thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
        I want to tell her,
        I want her to know
        that I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
Marriage:-
        Now I sit in the pews of the church.
        That girl is getting married now.
        and drive off to her new life,
        married to another man.
        I wanted her to be mine,
        but she didn't see me like that,
        and I knew it.
        But before she drove away,
        she came to me and said 'you came !'.
        She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
        I want to tell her,
        I want her to know
        that I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
Death:-
        Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
        of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
        At the service, they read a diary entry
        she had wrote in her high school years.
        This is what it read:
        'I stare at him wishing he was mine,
        but he doesn't notice me like that,
        and I know it.
        I want to tell him,
        I want him to know that
        I don't want to be just friends,
        I love him but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
        I wish he would tell me he loved me !
        .........'I wish I did too...'
        I thought to my self, and I cried.

=)

Today aku spent time bjln2 lagi sama my bf.. Andang fevretku ni jln2 time offdayku. "Knpkn ko ani suka jln2 Ema??Nda pandai teranah di rumah jua ko ni!!" Peduli apa ku. Sudah time kraja stress, time offday buang stress la. Lagipun aku suka spend time sama bfku... Bh ani ja x, ngaleh ku dah.. Masa utk tidoooo~~ ZzzzzZZ~~ I'm very happy today.. =D