Today I felt so suck.. Frankly, I don't give a damn!! Wahahah~ Nada la.. Bangun pagi tadi, after bsiap2, sudah tia kana marah2i leh my mom. I don't know why but me & my mom, we got issue.. Aha3.. Sak x eh! Pagiku dimulakan dengan kehampaan. Then, mau nda mau, utk mendepend myself, I had to fight her back. Aku nda mau wh kn melawan indung ani bnrnya, nda berkat wh. Tapi kan~ Mun sdh cematu, mcm terpaksa taya~ *sigh*. N what makes it even more suck, aku feel bad after yelling at my mom cz I was so mad. Huhuhu~ T_T Aku nda mau cematu~ Lps ku beredar dari rumah tadi pagi, suddenly I felt so down sal aku buat mamaku cematu. I regret for what I did to her.. ='(
Then, masa keraja tadi. I tried my best sdh to do the work perfectly but still, in my boss's eyes, aku still buat slh. I admit it tapi ndakn ia nda fhm2 yg aku ani masih baru2an~ Ndakn tarus2 perfect kale~ She was angry at me. For the second time, I felt down berabis.
Ani for the 3rd time. Psl me & my boyfie. I don't know why, for me, ia yg slh. Then for him, aku yg slh. So, bila nda betamu pikiran atu, jadilah kelaie~ He said I don't have a sense of humor. That is due to something la tu. Then, sdhnya ia mrh atu, ia nda brapa layan aku la. Sampai ia buat2 rh status ani wh. For a gf, rasa mcm kana stab jua tu kn. Again, aku kecewa~
This is the 4th time for today. Congratulation~ Psl urg2 yg dekat/rapat denganku. They claimed that they 'love' me but the fact is, drg makin menjauhi aku n I feel abandoned. Ah sodah laa~ Konon kwn, tapi buat aku cemani.. I don't need that kind of close friend. It's time for me to terminate them from my 'close friend' list. Yg sudah berlalu tu, biar tia. It's time for me to forget them. I hate to do this to my 'close friends' tapi aku terpaksa. Nh, atu yg buat aku sedih lagi cos nda lagi rapat. I do love them sincerely. =s Klu drg slh anggap, ndath ku tau tu..
Ok, atu saja. Pacah dh rekod tu hampa bkali2 dlm sehari..
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